Decidedly Not Marshmallows

Apparently Crohn’s can give you ulcers in your nose - which hurt tons and give you ear- and headaches. I’m feeling incredibly sorry for myself and pretty pissed that not even my nose is safe.

I frequently have like scab-boogers in this particular place (ick, sorry), and if I get them out, my nose bleeds. I’ve mentioned it to Derek but just figured the dry desert air was to blame (it’s been at least a year that this has been going on). Well, I put a scope in my nostril today to see that area and what was going on, and it looks undeniably like an ulcer. Googled it, and sure enough. Apparently they really were scabs; it’s now an ulcer, and it’s yet another Crohn’s thing.

Somehow when I get sores in my mouth (another fun Crohn’s symptom) or now in my nose, the pain radiates down my neck, to my ear, behind my eyes, and to my head. Strange how something so small can be so debilitating. I put Oragel in there in hopes that it’d help. It does some.

Every time I try to take care of my body - exercise even lightly or count calories, my body breaks. Either my mind or my body are too stretched/pushed/stressed, and I flare. I feel like I’m smoldering and on fire inside. Then I’m sick. And stuck in bed. It’s hard not to be angry that this crap is happening to me. 

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